have you ever loved someone?
I think yes... or maybe no...
I think yes... or maybe no...
well.... this is a story...
about a boy, when he was in high school
just call him Nick
There he was, in his bed... he just woke up and it's 6.30 am... He got up and went to the bathroom in such a rush... Yeah, he was almost late... It was his second year in the high school and he still never changed...
He was lazy, naughty and messy.... Well, he kind of a good boy sometimes, he always helped some of his best friends... He went to school with his best buddy, called him James...
They were almost late every morning, but luckily they were never late...
Nick liked to do pranks, he did that a lot everyday... From make a joke to a super naughty prank... That's why he never thought of any girls and no girls liked him... well, I'm not sure, just say so..
That moment, every boy in school was very busy finding a girlfriend, but not for Nick...
He was busy doing a lot of prank and doing his sport things... Nick was a strong boy, he was tall and big, and... he was good at sport, some music and his lesson also good...
smart but lazy....
One day, he doing some prank, he annoyed a girl in his class, she was a shorty and a cutie... He followed her everywhere she went to, well... it was worked.... that girl was very annoyed....
Not satisfied Nick continued his little prank, he tried to find her number, and he got it.... He sent her some messages sayin, "hi cutie, I miss you", "I love you" and some sweet talk... of course that girl now that he was joking, and it was true... well, that girl didn't give a damn to Nick...
Till one day, Nick said that he was serious with her... but it was just a prank.... That girl felt so annoyed and she didn't reply Nick's messages....
Nick kept doing his prank, it might be the longest prank he'd ever done... But Nick fell to far to the hole he dug up. He was really in love, he fell in love for the first time, it was really an accidentally in love. Well, Nick tried to tell that girl he was serious, but that girl still thought that he was joking... Nick sent her messages everyday, but she barely replied him...
Now, Nick knew what is broken heart. His first love hurt his heart, He started to became a poet suddenly... He wrote her poems every night before he went to sleep... and he kept doing that for three months.
After that, that girl's phone was stolen, and he stopped doing it...
One day that girl bought a new phone, and well, a new number as well. She told Nick her new number, and that made him felt glade. They started sending messages, she started to reply, although just a simple sentence, even just one word... Well, she replied Nick not because she liked it, but it because she got 300 messages bonus from her phone operator every 8 messages she sent... Nick knew it, but he kept replying her... Although she kept ignoring him, Nick never gave up... He kept doing his poems.... it went up till several months away....
It was already 7 months, that girl's respond was good. She never said that she loved Nick, but Nick was happy enough because he could talk to that girl everynight although it was just by sending some messages... One day, Nick got a plan, it was almost that girl's birthday. He called her friend, a girl and a good pianist. He asked her to cooperate him creating a song... Nick planned on that girl birthday, he wanted to tell her how much he loved her and asked her to be his girlfriend...
Several weeks went by, that song was ready, Nick wrote the lyrics and his pianist friend made the music, a nice one... but that song was untitled. Then nick asked his friends to play that in a band, and they kept practicing... 25th July was that day.. it was that girl birthday... and Nick was sick, high degree fever, he almost couldn't stand up... But for that girl then he rented a studio, and with some friends helps, he made it....He sang that song in front of her... but she never seemed to love Nick... she rejected him... Nick was so sad.... but he still hadn't given up.. He kept messaging that girl... The next day Nick's illness got worser and he couldn't get up from his bed...
Several months had past after that day... and he never knew that time passed by so quickly.... It'd been a year since he sent that girl his very first message... He started to call her on phone, they'd talked a lot since then...
almost everynight Nick called that girl, they talked bout their life, talked bout song, sang some songs, and so on... Nick always talked bout his will, he wanted to live a nice life with that girl someday in a beautiful place... But that girl never continued that topic seriously. Nick thought that that girl was shy and started to fall in love with him... but she never admitted it.... Another six months had passed, it was almost the end of their time in high school. Time for another life as an university students... Well, they all past the final exams and went to university their own....
That girl started to changed, she started to less understand... and same with Nick he changed...
then their relationship started to loose.... till one day Nick felt that he got no feeling anymore...
but that girl... she cried... she was so sad, because she loved Nick so much that moment....
Nick started to ignore that girl, the love he got now all gone like sand that blown by wind... that girl tried to convince Nick, but she gave up at last....
Since then, they hadn't talked... they went their own way, busy with their study...
Then one day, Nick and his friend visited that girl in the place she stayed.... That girl had changed into what she used to be, when Nick loved her so... For the second time she fell in love with the same girl... But nothing more he could do... That girl had been hurt so bad.... Just like a knife that wound you, the wound heals but the scars remains.... He was so regret till now.....
That girl didn't love Nick anymore... What could he do now? He just sit still typing his blog till he cried...
nothing he could do... He could wish but, nothing happened... Now he is still waiting for that girl to change... I wrote this blog, if that girl read this... maybe she'll know that Nick still love her...
well.... he doesn't care anymore....
feels like hell he said to love somebody...
it's the end of Nick story?? I don't know... but that's all I can tell bout Nick....
maybe if this things happen to you now, and you're too desperate to continue and going to give up...
think twice, or ten times before you decide what will you do...
Well, this song might be the best for expressing Nick feeling, enjoy
Every Rose Has Its Thorns, sung by Poison...
There he was, in his bed... he just woke up and it's 6.30 am... He got up and went to the bathroom in such a rush... Yeah, he was almost late... It was his second year in the high school and he still never changed...He was lazy, naughty and messy.... Well, he kind of a good boy sometimes, he always helped some of his best friends... He went to school with his best buddy, called him James...
They were almost late every morning, but luckily they were never late...
Nick liked to do pranks, he did that a lot everyday... From make a joke to a super naughty prank... That's why he never thought of any girls and no girls liked him... well, I'm not sure, just say so..
That moment, every boy in school was very busy finding a girlfriend, but not for Nick...
He was busy doing a lot of prank and doing his sport things... Nick was a strong boy, he was tall and big, and... he was good at sport, some music and his lesson also good...
smart but lazy....
Not satisfied Nick continued his little prank, he tried to find her number, and he got it.... He sent her some messages sayin, "hi cutie, I miss you", "I love you" and some sweet talk... of course that girl now that he was joking, and it was true... well, that girl didn't give a damn to Nick...
Till one day, Nick said that he was serious with her... but it was just a prank.... That girl felt so annoyed and she didn't reply Nick's messages....
Nick kept doing his prank, it might be the longest prank he'd ever done... But Nick fell to far to the hole he dug up. He was really in love, he fell in love for the first time, it was really an accidentally in love. Well, Nick tried to tell that girl he was serious, but that girl still thought that he was joking... Nick sent her messages everyday, but she barely replied him...Now, Nick knew what is broken heart. His first love hurt his heart, He started to became a poet suddenly... He wrote her poems every night before he went to sleep... and he kept doing that for three months.
After that, that girl's phone was stolen, and he stopped doing it...One day that girl bought a new phone, and well, a new number as well. She told Nick her new number, and that made him felt glade. They started sending messages, she started to reply, although just a simple sentence, even just one word... Well, she replied Nick not because she liked it, but it because she got 300 messages bonus from her phone operator every 8 messages she sent... Nick knew it, but he kept replying her... Although she kept ignoring him, Nick never gave up... He kept doing his poems.... it went up till several months away....
It was already 7 months, that girl's respond was good. She never said that she loved Nick, but Nick was happy enough because he could talk to that girl everynight although it was just by sending some messages... One day, Nick got a plan, it was almost that girl's birthday. He called her friend, a girl and a good pianist. He asked her to cooperate him creating a song... Nick planned on that girl birthday, he wanted to tell her how much he loved her and asked her to be his girlfriend...
Several months had past after that day... and he never knew that time passed by so quickly.... It'd been a year since he sent that girl his very first message... He started to call her on phone, they'd talked a lot since then...
almost everynight Nick called that girl, they talked bout their life, talked bout song, sang some songs, and so on... Nick always talked bout his will, he wanted to live a nice life with that girl someday in a beautiful place... But that girl never continued that topic seriously. Nick thought that that girl was shy and started to fall in love with him... but she never admitted it.... Another six months had passed, it was almost the end of their time in high school. Time for another life as an university students... Well, they all past the final exams and went to university their own....
That girl started to changed, she started to less understand... and same with Nick he changed...
then their relationship started to loose.... till one day Nick felt that he got no feeling anymore...
but that girl... she cried... she was so sad, because she loved Nick so much that moment....
Nick started to ignore that girl, the love he got now all gone like sand that blown by wind... that girl tried to convince Nick, but she gave up at last....
Since then, they hadn't talked... they went their own way, busy with their study...
Then one day, Nick and his friend visited that girl in the place she stayed.... That girl had changed into what she used to be, when Nick loved her so... For the second time she fell in love with the same girl... But nothing more he could do... That girl had been hurt so bad.... Just like a knife that wound you, the wound heals but the scars remains.... He was so regret till now.....That girl didn't love Nick anymore... What could he do now? He just sit still typing his blog till he cried...
nothing he could do... He could wish but, nothing happened... Now he is still waiting for that girl to change... I wrote this blog, if that girl read this... maybe she'll know that Nick still love her...
well.... he doesn't care anymore....
feels like hell he said to love somebody...
it's the end of Nick story?? I don't know... but that's all I can tell bout Nick....
maybe if this things happen to you now, and you're too desperate to continue and going to give up...
think twice, or ten times before you decide what will you do...
Well, this song might be the best for expressing Nick feeling, enjoy
Every Rose Has Its Thorns, sung by Poison...
