when is Christmas???

well... this is a tale about a place and a time..
a time for Christmas... this tale happened a long long ago...
maybe you can say it never happen actually
before that let's answer some questions first..
first, what is Christmas? you can answer it yourself...
me myself, think it's the day when Jesus was borned...
so here's the story... but before that... a little late maybe, but just merry Christmas dear readers
what the title of this story? it remains unknown....

        Long ago in a faraway land...called the Shivers Village
Lived a small family consist of 3 people, they were daddy named Skeeter, mother named Annabelle, a three years old son named Jack and a dog named Franklin.
They're poor.. but although they're poor, they're happy, why? because they loved each other. Every morning, dad woke up and did his job. he's a firewood collector, he collected firewood and them to the market in town for rice. While mother was doing her job taking care the household and the son. how bout the dog? it hunted some animal in the forest for the meal too.

        A small and poor happy family. They always celebrated Christmas together every year. They did what normal family did for their Christmas. Like changing present, greeting each other and anything. And guess, Christmas was coming at that time. It's one week before Christmas, daddy started to save some money to buy some present for his family. That was the first time for Jack to celebrate his very first Christmas. He even didn't know what Christmas was. then, curiously he asked his mother, "Mom, what is Christmas?"....
"well son, Christmas is the day when we celebrate the birthday of our savior Jesus Christ", the mother reply. "Then... when does this guy Jesus was borned?", innocently he asked his mommy once again. Annabelle told her "He's our mighty savior, He's the son of God, and he'll always be here in your heart." the mother reply again.

       But Jack still curious, then he went to his father and asked him the same question. "Daddy, what is Christmas?".... "um. Christmas is a day when we're happy, a day when love is everywhere, and a day when we exchange present with our family and friends, because it's the day when our savior Jesus borned to this world", the father said.
he heard the same name, Jesus the savior. Jack got so excited bout this Christmas stuff. present, feast, and anything.

Then Jack tried to find some present that he could give to anyone at home with his beloved dog. He got no idea where to find this present. He went through the forest, he found a garden full of beautiful flower, he stopped and picked some, he thought "this is for my mommy". One down two more to go, he kept walking, then he arrived at a farm, he saw an old guy and a pile of straw. Suddenly, he thought of an idea, "hey, I can make this stray a warm bed for Frank" then he asked the old guy for the straw. The old man, gave him the straw because it had no use for him anymore. The last gift, it's for his daddy, he kept walking and found something shiny under a tree, it's a gold bar!!! He brought it all home and wait for kept it, he couldn't wait for Christmas to come. One day before Christmas, it was late at night, but the father still not returned to home. Everyone worried, and started lookin for Skeeter, and they found him collapsed under a pile of snow when he tried to reach the firewood.

        They brought Skeeter to a clinic, unfortunately, he's not okay and he's still unconscious. That year was the first year they didn't celebrate Christmas eve, they spent their time in the clinic. Of course everyone was very sad, especially Jack, his very first Christmas was nothing, and his father was dying. Everyone prayed for Skeeter's recovery, Jack  prayed to Jesus, he said "Jesus, if you're really a savior, please save my daddy, because I love him so much and I'd like to tell him Merry Christmas". Two days later, Skeeter woke up... it's a miracle a man near his dead woke up...., and everyone's so happy. The first thing that Jack did was, told his father "Merry Christmas Daddy..." and gave him the present he kept. He gave his mother and his dog their present also. That night they celebrate their Christmas in the clinic and they felt so happy...

....The End...

A simple story right? boring? maybe, but what do you got from that story? that matters most....

so when is Christmas? you can answer that question your own. Do you think that they celebrate their Christmas a little bit late?

well, you all have your own reason and answer right? 

but... for me, it's never too late to celebrate Christmas...

what's Christmas once again? the day when Jesus was borned, it's not what happen 2000 years ago at December 25th in a sheep barn

let me ask you one more thing, when was Jesus borned?

I think it's not what happened 2000 years ago

it's when a cry turn into a smile

a hatred turn into love

a death turn into life
it's when miracle happen

it's when you believe that Jesus is in your heart...

just to be like that.... Jesus is borned... inside your heart...

everytime that happen... it's Christmas right?

Merry Christmas Everyone

GBU=God Bless Us

lonely christmas? if it's with you... it'll be alright

christmas huh?
it comes and goes away just like that
well, there's a wish I always wish in every christmas I've ever had
I just want to spend this christmas eve...
just you and me, it doesn't matter if it will be lonely tonight
if it's with you... I'll be fine...
but honestly this is my wish..... I wrote everything here...
just wishing that you'll read and realize this someday...
life's really a box of chocolate... you never know what will you get
but, you can always wish you'll get the sweetest chocolate
the best chocolate.... well, human will never stop wishing till they're dead
for the lady who's the sweetest chocolate in my box
Jackie Legg's

"winter snow start to fall
children's laughter all around
lights are turning on in hundred colours
seems like in wonder land

sitting here, by the fire we lite
then we prayed...
to be honest... to be here with you...
feels like a fairytale come true
although this year almost end...
but I'm glad that we're here now...

looking at every christmas tree in this town
a lot of gifts below... I really wanted them all...

but it doesn't matter anymore
I really thanked God.. that you're the most pretty gift I got this christmas

watching you smile...
I'd give everything just to make this time stand still
merry christmas everyone
may your days be merry and bright
as bright as the light in everyone's eyes tonight"

when does human die??

when does human die? 
is it when he is hit by a bullet? 
when his body can no longer move?
or when he suffers a deadly disease?
when his heart stops beating?
or when he ate a soup made out of a poisonous mushroom?

when he can no longer breathe? No!
I don't think so... human dies...
when he can't dream anymore..
when he can't love anymore...
and when he's forgotten...
when they started to lose everyone
his best friends, family, even when he lost himself...
maybe time can take his body away...
but his spirit, and dreams will surely come true...
because... he'll always live on everybody's heart...
that's what makes this life beautiful
isn't this life beautiful?

loneliness...

when you lonely... feel sad... you'll remember someone who'll always there with you
accompany you, cheer you up...
but when he's there with you... you ignore him

"human... just realized how precious someone for them, when that someone's gone..."

well, I suddenly remembered a story... bout a bird and a rose..

"once upon a time, there's a white rose and a bird
one day, the bird fly across a lake
he took a rest at a flower garden
he saw a beautiful white rose there
then, the bird proposed the rose to become his wife
but, the rose rejected him...
but, the bird never gave up..
everyday he came back to the rose, and brought various things
sang a song for her, but just the same
the rose still rejected him...
but he never gave up
one day, the rose got bored and pissed with the bird' proposed
then, on that day, when the bird came and proposed her
she said "When I turn to a red rose I'll accept your love!!!"
the bird thought bout it... everyone knew it
that a white rose will never turn into a red rose
then the bird came out with an idea
he cut his own wing and spread his blood on the rose
then, the rose painted bloody red....
then the bird died...
suddenly the rose realized, that the bird loved her
more than anyone else
but, everything's too late.. the bird had gone
and would never return to her anymore..."

and, when I hear that quotes... it inspired me to create this poem...

in a lonely place, here I sit alone...
pretending that I'm strong...
try to resist my pain...
remember bout someone I've just lost...

her smile... her eyes...
everything... just a fading memory now....
now... my eyes are empty... cold...
soulless.... without her presence around me...
staring at a photograph, I took when I was with her..

I've drowned so deep
swallowed by the endless pain...
waiting for a sign of change, that will never show...
waiting for someone who'll never arrive..


a thousand regrets in front of my eyes..
as the regrets inside my heart..
stay and won't move away...
should I run away from reality??
I've tried to hide in the dark...
but your smile.... always there....

I'm sorry... cause I've ignored you
when you smiled at me for the first time....
I'm sorry... cause I've wasted your love...
please forgive me.... and come back to me...