nothingless on Monday early morning

dear lady.... I wrote everything here, I hope, you'll read this someday....

late at night I'm still wide awake
it's so quiet here... maybe everyone's asleep by now
well, I think I should go too... but no matter how hard I try to close my eyes...
I still can't sleep... I feel nothing.. just silence....
no noise, just the sound of my air conditioner's fan...
what should I do? suddenly, a thought crosses my mind..
someone appear in my mind....
a lady actually....
I wonder what she's doing right now, asleep maybe
I keep silence, listen to my heartbeats...
I breathe slowly, try to calm my mind...
thinkin bout the memories I've treasured
memories, just time overlaps..
I still can go to sleep... I still can't calm my mind...
whatever... I close my eyes once again...
I see you smile at me.... I imagine, when I close my eyes, I can see you..
that's what calmed my soul down...
I think... after this, I'll get another sweet dreams... : D
just goodnight : )

another quotes here :
"Just when the night change into morning
 as I listen to my heartbeats...
 breathe slowly, and calm my mind
 let the memories bring you back
 memories create the form of time, then time overlaps
 the overlap becomes memories
 memories construct time just like the history repeats itself
 just step your feet in that flow and feel the breeze...
 when shivering wind chill yourself
 keep your head up, never give up
 and you'll find a way to be you"